When resilience isn't enough

Learning to Accept Pain, Vulnerability, and the Need for Love in the Face of Unforeseen Change

Life is not so much about beginnings and endings as it is about going on and on and on. It is about muddling through the middle. - Anna Quindlen

I am constantly shaking, my hands are so unsteady that I find it difficult to hold a pen unless it is touching the paper, and holding onto a spoon or fork to bring food to my mouth is fraught with the uncertaint…